Dark Random Rants: I’m done.

Done with living in this household.

Why would you call your own son something like that…

This is just making this whole Air Force thing much more of a wonderful idea…Just to leave this place. I don’t like it here anymore, and it’s not fun to talk down someone like that because they won’t do what you want them to do.

I do exercise. I do what I need to do…And it’s not like I’m not doing what my Requiter told me to do. I know I want to move faster and I know I can do it…

I’m not a Know-it-all selfish poor jobless bastard that you think I am…I’m much more than that. I know I’m much better than that. I’m better than what you think i am…and just because i have all these gadgets and such…doesn’t mean that I’m not selfish person. Besides…you are the one that got me this stuff..and I hardly ask for anything [And when I do, I tell you i’m sorry and I will pay you back..]

I help around the house that you dirty up. I know you pay the bills, but it doesn’t give you the ride the treat me like a dumbass and make me clean up what you’ve done. I mean…at first I would be glad to clean up the house and make sure everything is right…But you don’t have to scream and pout like a little rude dick about it.

You are just making hard for yourself.

I know that putting this thing on the internet is bad. But Right now..I need a outlet…I need a Vent…I know telling strangers about something so trivial and dumb about my life isn’t the best thing to do.

But I don’t have a choice.

IF you think I’m so Selfish…then why am I offering to cook you food, helping around the house or on your project…doing things that you want to do…Just to help you live when I can live on my own…

Why are you acting like some child that pouts because your “parent” isn’t doing what you want to do?

I never thought I would dislike a person like you so much…I’m not using the word “Hate” towards your because you are also the reason why I live…But you are making it REALLLY hard to not say it. You are making it harder for everything for everyone around you.

This is a serious thing. The Air Force is not something that I can play with…but It’s not so easy to run 3 miles straight as of now…and it’s not like I’m not doing what you want me to do…I NEED to do what you tell me…but I……I..

I just don’t want you to yell and call me something so rude and upsetting.

But…At least I know one thing.

Mom did tell me to stay away from you before she passed…

And Guess what.

She was right.

Goodbye. I hope for your Future.