Dark Random Rants: I hate it when my father pushes something…

Hello guys. How’s it going?

Let me just start this by saying I didn’t have a great day today. I had some Fun moments, but i didn’t have a good overall day. So i might be angry-typing this..so yeah..anyway.

I found out that my running pace is suckish. To the point where I was told i have the pace of a ‘girl’. For those who doesn’t know, I’m going into the Air force in about a month and a few days…but I have to train my body for boot camp in order to stay in and have a decent time inside the AF.

I was doing fine and all…I was getting better and better and I was going at my own pace…I was content with this and moving on with it.

Now my Father knows…and I have a problem with this…

See my father is one of those people who does too much for something trival. I know this is a big deal and all…but…I guess it’s hard to explain when it comes to him.

He’ll over push me till the point where I’ll get pissed off at him at a lot of things. That varies from Cleaning my room [Hardly ever dirty to begin with] to just spending a day inside my house. Oh. When I say push…i mean he’ll get a random attitude about something small and blows it up into some Catastrophe Apocalypse…

And it gets REALLY annoying…and very painful to deal with mentally… I’ve dealt with it for a long while, but sometimes it’s too much.

Now that he found out about this small “incident”…Now he plans to push me every day and making me double over…maybe even triple…my exercise. Now don’t get me wrong, I enjoy exercising…but i also want to do it at my own pace…not for someone else pace…Especially his…….

I’m probably bitching about stuff…but i’m more so worried about this. I don’t feel like getting hurt mentally anymore than he already done…but dammit…

This is going to be a long month…